22nd dec. orientation

snrs came today.
i was very happy honestly.
first tik i did was hug them..
hai.
but happy time were short... so short.
they left in jus 15mins.
how i wish...
time can turn back
to the days when we see each other everyday..
now, we cant see each other so often.
nxt yr they wun b in sch le...
hai.
dun bear to cry.
dun bear to sad.
to prevent heartache.

nxt wed is the thanksgiving.
will hav to say sme thankies wrds.
i duno will i say to them...
but, i will not forget them de.
forever.

if i knew it

it doesnt seems long
since the day u left

u left me with a broken heart
it was piercing my heart

it doesnt matter anymre
since my heart been cold long ago...

nv wld imagine..
losin u wld cause me so much misery

if only u....
wld stay by my side
i wld do anytik for u.

from the day u step into my heart
from the day u held my hand
from the day we hugged
i knew u r the one

when u step out from my heart
my heart turned cold
no tears but ice.

when u let go my hand
my heart shattered
the pain is piercing lik trillions of arrows.

when u say gdbye
i fell on my knees
how can u be so plain

from the day i saw u
i fell so deeply in love with u.

how can u bear
how can u bear?
how?

dun u feel pain?
dun u feel sad?


why..
why..
why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

nco camp!! 32nd band major.

PRAISE THE LORD.!!
the 5day camp really trained me up man..
WOW. it was so tiring..
but after tonight..!!
i realise.. everitik and ALL the things ARE WORTH IT.. =)

thanks for good weather!!
it rained twice but thank God it din rain third time.
i thank for all my cg mem who came..
thanks for the support.
i very happy to see ur.. jiahui kh mund val. THANKS.
N MOSTLY MY SNRS..!!
ARHH.. my dear alicia n cherie..!!
LOVE YOUR SO MUCH
though ur are tired ur still cme..
when i kno u cming..
i cried man..
ur mayb wont kno how much i feel when ur came..
then i realise.. ur mean so much to me..!! =)
THANKS XUAN TOO. ^^
THANKS SARAH TJ BX ZW LIOT WILLIE RUTHHH!!
THANKS ALL TO THOSE WHO DIN CME TOO FOR WISHING ME ALL THE BEST.!!

it WAS A MEMORABLE NIGHT..!!
FRENCH HORN ROCK ON
BRD BAND.. LETS CHIONGH!!

PRAISE THE LORD!!!

HALLELUJAH!!
thank GOD for anoiting me with the call of ARISE N BUILD.!!
wow.. its been really a great deal for me.
but i kno nothing is iompossible with U
WITH this amt..
i believe it is a STEP OF FAITH!!
it TOUCHES MY HEART
thus, IT WILL TOUCH URS TOO LORD.
its the first time
BUT I KNO IT WUN BE THE LAST! =)
GOD U R SO GREAT
THIS MORNING AS I PRAISE N WORSHIP
LET THE ANOITING OF HOLY SPIRITS ON ME ABBA.
with all my heart n soul,
i pray.
amen.

went swimming n steph hse

today morning wake up..
went online the first thing..
then went to brush teeth..
then eat cereal for breakfast..
met steph up for swimming

we swam till 1.30pm.
then i went up to her hse n hav lunch
steph cooked maggi mee for me..
hahaha.. its so farnii..
well i shalnt say much.. hee.

after that.. we watched vcds..
till 5plus.
then we watch tv shows till dinner time.
i ate dinner at her hse too!!
thanks man!!

after dinner,
we went to look for jobs.
found a few jobs..
tmr will b goin for interview.
pray that everitik will be good.!!

arnd 9pm went hme..
wow.. its been a tiring day..
but its fun.!!

ytd dyed hair..
but the colour not obvious..
decided to dye again..
before my camp i will go dye my hair!! heeeha.. =)

life's short, do what u want.

ren shen duan duan ji shi nian..
wei she me pian pian dang wo men shi qu shi..
chai zhi dao zhen gui?
chai hui dong de zhen xi?

in my life,
i missed cherishing ppl.
so many impt ppl passed by me..
sme memory still remained as a scar in my heart
whenever i think bout it,
my heart will be so pain.

how i wish,
they wld appear now instead of then.
if now, i will go n cherish them,
understand them,
be true to them.

my greatest lost is my aunt.
my aunt.. was so young when she died.
she was the one..
who always bear the canning for me from my mum..who always buy me things..
who always brings me out..
who always make me look forward to..
WHO ALWAYS MAKE MY DAY.
yet....
heaven played a big joke on me when i was 8.
they took her away from me..

WHY??
do u kno how it felts when u r crying n no sound came out..
the pain in your heart..
tearing ur heart apart..
suffocating urself..
to bear the pain..
ur blood stop..
just to stop the pain in ur heart.
the truth is always so heart paining.

can we turn back the time?
i love you.